Published December 11, 2015
conspiracies , Death , Dreams
All my life I’ve dreamed of the apocalypse.
When I was a child I barred the doors
and windows against the invasions
that came when I slept.
Now that I’m grown
I still dream that it’s coming
I pack a bag and flee,
home is no longer a refuge.
When I’m awake I believe it will come
in slow small steps, unnoticed,
until it’s too late to get away.
Today I saw it
in the bodies of children
sleeping in the forest,
sprawled in town squares
on the other side of the world.
Then I turned and looked and knew
that it’s been here
all the time
Published June 22, 2015
Jasmine hangs heavy in the air,
a sweet caress.
Dusty urchins sell bouquets
the flowers bruised, bleeding fragrance.
Night-flying moths whirl, cascade,
drunk with the promise of love.
Shadow-hidden, veiled women pass.
The hot sky is star-scattered.
Water-carriers lay the dust,
drops flying from sweeping hands.
The men lie outside on cushions
hookah smoke curling in lazy wreaths,
Oum Kalthoum sings of heartache and loss
longing etched in every word.
The men touch their hearts,
kiss their fingers, speak of passion
in whispers, so that the women cannot hear.
Published February 10, 2015
Death , Dreams , spirit
My black cat lives in night’s pockets,
screams like a peacock in the dark.
I hear his wail and try to think of God
as the Sufis say I should.
He cannot remember
where to find me.
It’s the suffering of old age
that cries out for company, for food, for love.
He is empty,
stuffed with nameless desire
that lives in his stomach,
in the hollow above his pelvis
in the sway of his back
and in the stink of his breath.
I hear the cry and awaken to memory
wrapped in night’s garment, calling out
“ here I am, I am here, you are not alone”.
Published January 29, 2015
The kitchen table is round,
three-legged, set for two.
She eats alone again.
Soon she will leave him.
Published September 5, 2014
My elder sister
lives in the front yard
of my brain.
She keeps strangers from the door,
sees danger everywhere.
I’m hoping to find her a husband.
Once she’s married off
I intend to take chances
go out dancing
and make my own mistakes.
Published April 22, 2014
Beneath your ribs
the snail shell curl
of a baby girl,
a spiral unfolding
a forest fern
a slow awakening of spirit in flesh.
Her name is decided
her bed is made
the clothes are packed on shelves
the date has been set.
My gift is hidden
under her pillow,
a wish for uncertainty,
that there will be questions.
Published November 13, 2013
nature , Poetry
Tags: winter blues
O give me the soul of a brown bear,
lend me her skin
that I may sleep the winter through
in a mulch of leaves and dreams
beneath the roots of a tree
to wake when the world is new.
Aroused by slow warmth
and the reborn sun,
I’ll hunt the quicksilver salmon,
and pluck summer’s berries.
Claws stained red,
I’ll grow fat, sleek and contented,
preparing for the moist silence
and the cold thought-less dark.